Waiting for a missing moment Rushing to the final end Speaking in those silent pauses Having thoughts that seem to bend The present hour now is passing I cannot find the words to say Alone again I feel the darkness Pushing back the light of day Is it in the things familiar? Oh so close and out of reach Whispered, felt and not imagined There amid the prospects bleak? These acts of kindness now are reaching Grasping hold of my feet I look away from the brilliance As my soul slowly bleeds