I can't do this
All this
"hold it in"
"Wait until you know you know but even then"
this ******* that I can't stand
It's like ******* tearing wall paper off the walls in hopes of tearing a wall down
IT DOES ******* NOTHING YOUR STILL IN THE SAME PLACE YOU WERE WITHOUT DOING IT YOU MIGHT FEEL BETTER ABOUT YOURSELF BUT YOU'VE DONE ABSOLUTELY ******* NOTHING

I JUST WANT TO FEEL ****