i see you everywhere.
sometimes when I'm kissing her
my eyes are closed like when you're making a wish
and it's always you.
It's always "please, come back"
Its always "please, don't go"
and as we all know
wishes do not come true.
I should know better than anyone though.
with you everything felt like a fairytale
but my bedtime story's a whole different one.
one where nothing's ever good to us for too long
one where every thing we've ever loved either goes away, goes to waste
or dies
one where neither of us is ever brave enough to fight our battles nor to say goodbye
except the battles are always wars
and goodbye's don't mean "I'm leaving"
they mean "please, stay"