Had the dream One lifetime ago Of becoming someone I know I'll never become Today. It was the battle of my life Regardless of my sighs Hanging to a thread Holding on to all I ever wanted. Life happens And so do Accidents Though God's plans are bigger Mine felt similar. I struggled so much But it was never enough And I bid farewell A long time ago To a dream That I couldn't let go. It aches me Even if I made my peace At times, I still find myself Exchanging blows with My former self. Though thrilled to be where I am now When time warps I wonder how it could have been If my story would be Rewritten. Does anyone ever find out Why things happen For a reason? God's plans are bigger But mine felt similar So I try to find Each time I am thrown back The solace in my heart Live both lives with no regrets Because I know I gave it my best.