i can do it
i give up
things will get better
why do i bother
just keep fighting
there is nothing left to fight for
i can win this battle
but i've already lost
the games in my head
play over again and again
they never end
i wish they would
never ending battles
play in my mind
constant headaches
will **** me over time
trying to pull myself back up
back onto the ledge
wondering if the struggle
if it's worth it
or if i should just
let go
would it be better in the end?