Tomorrow they cut into me... To fix what birth had done.... You see my heart was broken before I even filled my lungs!!! The time to wait has passed, the papers have been signed... And into sleep I go... The drugs...they feel.... Sublime. I'll say a prayer of forgiveness and give this world my best .. For now I close my eyes, Perhaps for final rest.
Some words I wrote on my arm before my open heart surgery last month.