Elusive thoughts of you flit between my consious and subconcious mind. Flashes of happiness and pain like static tingling through fiber in the dark. You are always hiding there in the background of my mind. In my chest of memories, filled with muddled chaos, the lid remains agape. No way to keep you locked within you roam without constraints. You creep into my dreams sometimes, to walk a perpetual path. Your dominance relinquished now,its love that lures me back. Drawn to you instinctively, as a lion still untamed. Drawn to that which hurt me, like a moth onto a flame