i think when i die i will be a forest in who shall be does and fauns pretty and glad in sunshine oh yes sunshine will be there and it will always smell like right after it rains cooly on hot asphalt like it smells like when you come into a room i think when i die i shall be a star flecked with innumerable other stars on slick neat necked night's pursed lips all pinched and sticky with unyoung youth and anciently when i die i think i will be an ocean where will sleep mermaids in pearl white skin and fishes and a somehow little city in a nice little dome where they will play music such music as you would want to listen to when you're sad because it will always cheer you up and like ee said to me one night when i was reading him in my bed he said "it is funny that you will be dead someday." and i knew it right then that i think when i die i will be a forest