Is such a strong word but I'm left with perplexed, really. Seems like it's more like puzzling. No. More like an animosity. That's it. It's stewing animosity. Um. It's definitely a loathing. I don't understand these feelings. Like you I don't understand the contempt. Only that you placed it there. Made a monster soldier. Created this hunk of burning disdain for you and your entire crew of miscreant trolls.