Here I am, outside laying down on the grass while my body heat slowly making it warm . I shut my sorrowful eyes and all the memories run through my mind like the hairs on the stick running down the strings of a violin, how the memories play so emotionally in my head , the good, the bad , and the sad , I whisper to myself the main question "Why did you give up on me so fast ?" . I was not the quitter after all , all the images of our memories play like a movie clear as day wishing I could actually feel there touch , but in reality I'm here laying down on the grass missing there warm hugs . We we're holding each other's hands mine so strongly but they where holding my mine so weakly letting me go so quickly , so now I dance to slow Orchestra alone with my eyes shut closed while tears of mine run down my face to every instrument that hits every beautiful note. Spinning myself around like a princess but wishing the person I truly love was dancing with me, why we're we so limited ? Why couldn't we throw away the time ? Why did time beat us to it ?