My hand, a guide to write and rhyme these lies I spend my daytime stiff to gather dust The rain will hit my tongue and it will rust My head a silent film of stranger’s eyes I walk across the map all wind and sighs These human heads, balloons about to bust The body, a vehicle for sinner’s lust The face, a mask to hide the bottled cries
But why do we exist inside the light So bright among the branches of my chest Some careful kiss of guilt inside my sight I can’t forget the day that she first rest August’s angry moon all through the night Awoke from slumber always facing west
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I’m caught inside my mother’s mirrored glass Performance space where lipstick is applied At one point every girl has surely cried Because your mirror twin just couldn’t pass I’d rather roll down hills and kiss the grass A reckless rampage I have never tried Forgetting every boy who called you wide The girls are done with being made of glass
Living all inside is surely storm The cranium, a sight of hurricanes Clinging onto judgment to stay warm Monitored to see if we are sane Spinning through some disembodied form No wonder they say beauty is just pain
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Some sacred, manufactured in the brain We wring out certain pain with all the lies To chase the bits of light beyond our eyes And recognize the body as our chains It’s simply time to be a little vein And love our mirror selves to feel the highs And use our inner mind to really try To know that we are really all the same
The matter that we breathe is priceless foam Perspective tells us we are all alive The pull to walk along, forever roam The current running down your human spine On this rock inside a little dome I’m learning to be body, but revived