Being around you was hard
I was constantly reminded of how good you are for me,
Too good to be good for me, too perfect for words and better than all I need
I knew it from the start
I know that I don't deserve nor feel deserving of such goodness
and I'm nothing more than a ******* to your rainbows
and that's okay,
because some things that are too good should remain untouched

You're a perfect guy
The type of guy that
when I think of how good you are
I'll do anything to fit and meet those standards

You're an ideal guy
The type of guy that exists in modern world
But lives in mysterious way
And I'll be your faithful chauffeur and companion

You're a dream guy
The type of guy that
when I dream of you and wake up,
I desperately try to fall back asleep to be able to see you again

But I don't need a perfect guy,
I don't need an ideal man,
I don't need a dream guy because I am not dreaming,
I don't need a perfect guy because you wouldn't fit in my imperfect life
Nor do I need an ideal man because I am living in reality
and what I need is a real man

A real man that will never ever leave me
and you're not that man
You are not man enough to love me
Not even brave enough to fight for me