As i'm counting the days, i find myself wondering why i'm still here. No matter what i try to do, it always ends with me in tears. If only i could turn a new leaf. I just want to be able to get rid of all of this grief. And it's not just me, it's my soul too. I guess i better keep my head up high and tie my shoes. Change is around every corner so i might as well try. No more meaningless conversations and wanting to die. So as i gather up my hopes, i'll try not to choke. As i try to find the right road, i'll just hope i don't lose my soul.