so im sitting here on my bedroom floor wondering what you're doing and what you're thinking. because i cant get you out of my mind. i cant get what happened out of my mind. you changed my life. my whole world was flipped upside down. everyday is a struggle. Iām constantly scared. i cant think. i cant walk. i can't be happy. its hard to move forward. but what are you doing? what are you thinking? did this affect you in any way at all? are you able to get through each day as if nothing happened? did you tell anyone what happened? how do you live with yourself? i want to know if you can ever touch someone you love knowing what you did to me. i know you did it to someone else right after me. how could you? did you do it to someone else before me too? what is your motive? why are you doing this to innocent women? what is your problem? my problem is you but what is yours?