Okay here it goes
I'm depressed like usual.
Been over a decade of this *******
I just wanna die
These antidepressants ain't doing ****
**** a goodbye, no note. Maybe drive off a cliff
I have an AK and I wanna put it to my ****** head
But I'm a coward
I can't do it.. My will is to weak..
This is my attempt to speak.
I swear I wanna die but who'll pay for my funeral?
I know my family will suffer because of it..
Think that's the reason why..
I'm afraid to try.
This isn't a very good poem I know.
Because I don't give a **** and jus wanna go but still it helps letting my thoughts out.
Maybe suicide by cop?
Go shoot at the station till they feed me lead..
God that would be great, then I'd be dead.
But I'm a coward.. ****** hate myself
I'm a loser.. Someone pleeeeease **** me.
For now I just have to save money for my funeral..
Lol ain't that some ****, gotta pay to die
Cuz insurance won't cover suicide..
But if I fell off a cliff, how would they know I wanted to go?
But really I want just one 7 point six two...
And then I'll be happier then you.