Something inexplicable swirling behind shatters Of my mind thoughts mingling yet speechless Confusing world of non existence in the midst of Swirling universe that feels like living only because It feels so deeply all else is complete confusion As if covered by a blanket of non-reality as if the dream continued Into a morning light dark and transparent And dawning light brings no certainty Tomorrow is up to fate and I will take it boldly as it comes Let it run its course through the Ever so spontaneous and tragically exposed myself All I can know is what I sense All else is shattered bits of meaning Utterly intermixed everything They call reality
Confusion, anxiety... I'd take it all over peering at the world through a hole in a small box of what other wish me to be to fit their neatly arranged mind shelves