Skating on thin ice my whole life like a figureskater. First price on sight but the stripes, resembles a broken picture.
A golddigger... Go figure. Writing straight from my heart so every bar tender. I remember a night in december, from a walk in the park to a shot in the dark, I wasnt that cleaver. Pretended to be concious and smart but now the scars on my arms shows that Im a beginner. Sober for 3 years yet addicted to your liquor. Sparked my transmitter when ladys slipper fell off after our first dinner, But I never knew cinderella was a heavy hitter. Couldnt connect the dots so now im on the ground with seven stars above my head like I got hit with the big dipper.
PTSD... But **** all the modesty, I just need honesty... My writtens a blasphemy (blast for me) but I can't be myself anymore like broken prophecy so God, accept my apology, beacuse there's a monster inside of me that produces sick thoughts like it knew biology.
Some might say im insane but **** my brain, my heart is always by my side. Deranged thoughts but love tells me when its a lie. So stay in my lane and embrace the fact that we all are going to die or live to busy and miss the heartbeat that takes you to the otherside.