Eat healthy, get good sleep
And keep moving...

The secret to good health
That is what the ad plays
Over and over again

I learned that
It didn't matter
How many times

I lifted the weights
I would never
Get a body women liked

I learned that life is meaningless
Lonely

That my old therapist
Was never my friend
And I should not have
Considered her that

Where will I go
What will I do

Should I go to my old college
Should I sit alone
And look miserable

Hoping a woman will talk to me....
Should I just sit with my article
In the library
And become part of the wall

What a meaningless existence
And boring
And futile
And blah blah blah blah blah blah

A world full of emptiness
The self doesn't exist at all it seems

My terrible life
My lonely life
My American life

Just another day
Another day

This is just sad
Some sad ramblings

I've got to just get out there
Yea, and change things
And meet my female friend

I'll try again today