I'm flying away in my head full of thunder
with tears on my face I can only wonder how long It'll take to forget what I'm feeling.
Am I ever gonna love this way again?

The words on my lips that are never spoken anymore
the dreams of another kiss that could leave me broken
they shadow and haunt me  
they keep me awake
They make me wonder if; Should I have ever gone away?

I know It was for my best
but how the hell do I deal with all the rest?
All the rest of my feelings for you,
What am I supposed to do?
I thought I was doing well but
how are you all around me when you're not really there?
Why do I keep seeing you everything I stare?
every time I stare at literally anything, every time I close my eyes, every time I dream.
It's ridiculously and hauntingly consuming.
Perhaps I'm still too in love to let go, even though I know I have to keep you off my mind but I just can't suppress the memories,
I'm killing my own mind
so I guess I'm not doing fine,
I'm not alright.

Most music is ruined for me, I made monsters out of songs and they scream at me your name
I found this out the other day when I listened to what you used to play,
and so they asked me
"does this song reminds you of him?"
I laughed because,
well,
everything does.

Now I'm left here all alone wondering how I could grow so attached in just months and make the mistake to make a guy my whole world.

My whole world truly because
everywhere I go, everywhere I look, all I see is you.
And I kinda hope you see me too.
In every song I listen to, I can only hear you, in every book I read, you're there in every word. I guess my heart is still sore.

I'm starting to worry I might go insane
I'm just keeping myself in chains
I hope all this pain stops very soon
or else I'm gonna keep going to bed until noon
because all I feel in the moon is you and I'm pretty sure I'll end up getting lost in it,
just as I got lost in you.

Maybe you think I'm selfish and you hate me now but you can't deny you pushed me away too bad.
You know you took me for granted and I hope you regret that you didn't value what you had and what you "wanted".

I need to let go, I can't keep holding on to this grudge,
I guess this is me saying goodbye,
I can't keep telling myself lies and making myself blind.
I wish you the best, I needed to get this off my chest.
And I'm sorry If me ending us hurted you, but now all I wanna do is get over you.