I have words floating in my head
Would it be different if I had said something else
I don't know who I am to me
I don't know who I'm supposed to be
How do I express what I feel
When I can barely tell what's real and what isn't
Fantasy seems like a whole different galaxy inside my head
Honestly it's been hard getting out of bed
Words haven't really made sense lately
Ever since you've left me
And I'm trying to be okay with the fact
That I haven't felt this way
Ever since I was a little girl
But maybe one of these days I'll find the words
That explain how I feel
And I might find some peace of mind
But until then I'll continue to look for you in others
While I try to figure out where I should start looking for myself.