"Is the stress taking over my body?"
Only question on my mind...
as my body feels heavy and shaky,
as my head hurts and is filled with worries,
as my fingers tremble and my eyes flicker

"Is it possible to calm myself down?"
One question I struggle to answer...
as I try to think positive thoughts,
as I try to smile and be happy,
as I try to do my daily tasks,
I'm still feeling like **** inside...

It's like the chaos inside me never extinguish itself,
I'm left to deal with the flames it creates,
I feel too weak to put up a fight,
I don't have enough strength left...

I guess stress is taking over for real,
This time...