Fighting.. Struggling..
Its like a huge weight of depression, hurt and regret fell on my chest. I'm struggling for air but.. Its consuming me. The only thing that keeps me going is the constant reminder that everything will be okay.. Even though its not true and ive just been lying to myself..
Living in a lie.. Putting on a fake smile for everyone but in reality.. I'm just ready to give up.. On everything..
Shit turned sideways so quick.. I didn't even have time to react.. But here I lay.. Clutching the pillows closer to my face.. As they work as a sponge to soak up every tear I manage to drop.. I'm. I'm just ready to give up.. Call it quits.. I don't deserve this life I was given..