I feel each heartbeat like a wardrum Echoing across empty fields like a Battle cry sung from the mouths of soldiers Desperate to come home I hear each breath like the wind in the willows beside me Whispering short and shallow in time With the rise and fall of my chest I am awake But I do not wish to be Oh to fall asleep To see that endless night cover my eyes A starless blanket A moonless darkness A welcome friend Who for too long has stayed away I will welcome you with open arms Sleep my love why do you allude me so Like a scorned lover you refuse to come So I sit and listen to my internal drum