Yet there was never really much space For a different outcome This was the end of a chapter And despite the fact That my heart knew it was over That did not refrain it from breaking
Losing a first love That will never easy. Saying goodbye to something you were not ready to say goodbye to Will always be imprinted on the back of my mind. And although it has been months since I lay here and feel like the band aid is being ripped once again Just like that night I knew it was time to turn in the gloves To let go of what was always a constant To realize that I needed to grow, and holding on was not going to allow me And that hurt like hell It still hurts like hell
So most will say What a petty thing to feel so much for But none of those words matter I was in love And seeing others be in love Truly makes me happy But signals a pang of jealousy Jealousy of never being in that kind of love any longer
Of course, I can love again But how can I When I know just how much it takes The time The effort The tears The sacrifice I gave all those things And look where it got me Yet here I am Looking to love again Even if I cannot.
So if love arrives in your life I want you to take care of it Hold onto it like today will be the last day The last day you'll feel the grass The last day you'll fell the intensity Because tomorrow You might just have to say " I cannot do this any longer"
To the sport that will never get back to me My first love was not a person