Oct 2016
you know, it seems like we tried a gazillion times.
you know, despite that, we don't seem to be working out either.
you know, even though we talked it out and tried to work this out, somehow, we have been slipping out of each other's lives. -
i stopped being the person you went to when you were happy and when you were crying, and you stopped being the rock and home i once saw you as in my life. -
it's upsetting and heartbreaking, really, that you were the person i thought i'd see come during my funeral.
that even though we may be a thousand miles apart, the chemistry between us would never die and that even 20 years from now, we could and would finish each other's sentences.
so now that i realize i don't know single thing about what's happening in your life and vice versa, i'm beginning to see that *maybe even though we said we'd try, even though we said we wanted and needed to work this out, maybe it's not possible.
maybe too much time has passed for us to catch up on.
maybe the gap between both of us has gotten too huge to bridge.
maybe you've given your everything to your new home and that i don't mean a thing anymore.
maybe unknowingly, you've rooted out all that you planted in me and my life, along with all that i gave and *all that i had, to someone else, to somewhere else.
**but then again, maybe, hopefully, i'll be proven wrong.
you know, despite that, we don't seem to be working out either.
you know, even though we talked it out and tried to work this out, somehow, we have been slipping out of each other's lives. -
i stopped being the person you went to when you were happy and when you were crying, and you stopped being the rock and home i once saw you as in my life. -
it's upsetting and heartbreaking, really, that you were the person i thought i'd see come during my funeral.
that even though we may be a thousand miles apart, the chemistry between us would never die and that even 20 years from now, we could and would finish each other's sentences.
so now that i realize i don't know single thing about what's happening in your life and vice versa, i'm beginning to see that *maybe even though we said we'd try, even though we said we wanted and needed to work this out, maybe it's not possible.
maybe too much time has passed for us to catch up on.
maybe the gap between both of us has gotten too huge to bridge.
maybe you've given your everything to your new home and that i don't mean a thing anymore.
maybe unknowingly, you've rooted out all that you planted in me and my life, along with all that i gave and *all that i had, to someone else, to somewhere else.
**but then again, maybe, hopefully, i'll be proven wrong.
