Walking down these staggering roads, and nowhere really feels like home. If only i could put back my pieces better so i could be more whole. But i guess it won't work this time. So numb i don't even cry. Why do i need someone by my side? **** this, i think i'll just stay inside and hide. But when you're as hated as me it's hard to see clearly. For the ones who never came back, i do miss you dearly. If only i could just run away. But i don't think i'm strong enough to make a clean escape. Can't tell if it's getting better or worse by the day. Things aren't horrible, so i guess i'm okay.