there's a wasp nest in the roof tiles
when it rains they all drown and get angry and stab you to death
the school up the road
kid with the big cardboard
whacks the ground
envy of class
******* mother dripping
croissant ears and belgium tails
no this, isn't where i -
no matter
if i pass through myself i'll get to you
god i'm pathetic
pathetic pathet-
Ah,
good. Here we are
back again
yes, this warm embrace
feels like styrofoam
in winter breeze
crawled on by the ants
your plaintive smile of
split wood
rusted tin and copper green
damp coffee beans and barley mold
tumbled **** and dry retch
light a candle in a puddle
watch it fizzle and melt
beneath the pavement flecks
you once dreamed of caverns
of solitude and lime
biscuits and frozen pizza
distance is always warmer in memory
now
we're just
rows of slates stitched break and crack cross hatched
the greased snide of new age atheist
scrambled eggs of surplus tongues
muzzled **** of an aphasiac dynasty
weightless
yesterday i read an essay on post-colonialism
and then watched some ****
of a japanese woman ******* on some african man's feet
he looked mostly scared
somewhat confused
its all so
unbearably inundated in discourse
i tend to prefer sleep these days
i guess that's getting old
but there's always a guilty disgust
in knowing you're the intended audience
white man is a gaze
reified in disappearance
immortalized by impotence
a genocidal roar
of muffled incompetence