I swear, Gnat had two moods, crazy and angry, one time she punched me in the face, and I smacked her, and smacked her again until we were spooning on the couch and she cried as a lavaflow of tears fell on my wrists.
But then she had this mood where she'd clutch me, through my ribs to my heart, and we'd love each other so hurtfully that I'd die every time she touched me.
She grabbed my heart so viciously, and consequentially, that I just wanted to die in her fingertips.