I will not supply you with anymore ammunition
You turn that gun on me,  everytime
Aiming for my ambition
So  please just stay away from me
I need to finish this transition
No more ego-fuel
No more sacrifices
Don't care how  you became so cruel
Or why it took me so long to realize this
You've got your whole life
Displayed before the masses
Nothing but your lies
I turn my emotions now to ashes
You're so quick to pull the trigger
The things you **** to make your ego bigger
It's better for me to run away
Better off this way
But who the **** am I kidding
Instead of bleeding my heart out for your games
I silence the voices in my brain
But who the **** am I kidding
This cycle sends me spinning
Into this abyss of addiction
I try to concentrate on changing
But the more I struggle
The more your grip tightens on my life
And im left with nothing but pretending