there's so much to say
but no words will do
no actions will show
no visuals will help
understand what all of this is
there's a lot of hurt
but no one
nothing
can help get over this
chin up
even though there's not much support
not much love
not much trust
look forward
even though the past is so enticing
and lingers
and disturbs
keep going
nothing much is helping
but keep going