I feel a lot of things And I feel a lot of things all the time Theres not always a safe space to express them And I drank an 11 dollar ****** ***** martini tonight Because I really wanted to try and be my best me.
My limbs rest and glide upon A soft hazel conundrum Of astounding support and a wide gaping Internal struggle A struggle to be and exist In the most invested and sincere way To create, give, and provide And its true I know no one else sees it But I look at myself now And fear whats here Whats coming What was What is.
And I charge ahead With my phrases That provide a safety net For what could, whats well kept And nobody else here would know Or maybe they sense it And thats why they are so drawn To my own interior monster.
I know we all feel it We feel useless at times Like no good The least unique I wonder if I will grow old Highlighting the wonder and beauty of others And it makes my girlfriends and I wail That such a troll Could seek vengeance on national television Against another woman's Husbandβs Misdemeanors. And simply state He has not It was nothing But just Boys will be boys Talk.
But no one can say that No one can really point out Just how ****** up And triggering Heart wrenching And shaky she must have felt To have the love of her life Sit in the audience With those He may or may not Have touched Without her grace.
I'm just angry sometimes I get pink and feel hot I would have been a terrific lawyer My mother goes to court for charges Against a violent and cut throat neighbor The day after my screening In the month of November
And the world wonders Why are women so angry?
So get your ******* keys back Not because I'm worried you want her ***** more than mine But because I'm here now And what we share Is for us to define.