do you ever have those times-
a few days, maybe ? a couple weeks ?
where the stars in your mind are unaligned
and nothing seems right?

i've got blackheads on my nose
and black spots on my brain
and black holes in my heart
and nothing is right

it should pass
it always passes in like, a week.
but until then i just feel like orion without his bow
just kind of lost

i don't know what to do because
he asked me why i was sad today and it was a bit funny
i just stared off for a minute before responding.
a shrug. i dunno.. stress? no.

stress makes me pick at my nails and have migraines
but this is just... a dread
nothing matters and it never will
and same goes for us.

i ******* hate philosophy.