All of a sudden! I Became AWARE (of what?) Of An Existence Concrete And Abstract! WOW! I Felt ecstasy...Then,( the big spoiler) AGONY!... I Learned after a period Agony was the more pronounced; Mental and physical Anguish, and seeming insanity prevailed... Especially among the educated and most holy. Wrong And Evil propagates, I observe...but let me stress....Not, From MY source... INDIVIDUAL entity!