i've been spending the past two nights away from home. it's hard to explain why i did; you'd have found me sitting on the beach at two a.m. ; two bottles of jack beside my lonely bones.
i think i was back again, searching for something i lost long ago. i think it left the same time you did. i've been smoking too much too, wisps of gray plumes fleeing those smooth white marlboros.
i swear too much. i cut myself on a bottle cap and threw it out into the sea.
i'm a wanderer. i can see why you left. but the smoke and the alcohol, they're my substitutes for you. i drink so much that i don't even get drunk anymore.
it's just me and a ghost of a soul where you used to be.