I EAT A SUBOXONE FOR LUNCH I THINK THAT IM GONNA THROW UP THATS A LOVELY BUZZ AND SIDE AFFECT OF BEING FORCED TO GROW UP I MISS BEING YOUNG IN SUMMER ONLY TWENTY ONE & BUMMED OUT ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG & ITS MY FAULT I JUST KEEP FAULTING OUT & ALL THE LOVELY LADIES THAT IVE LOVED JUST THINK IM CRAZY CUZ MY LOVE AROUND THE CLOCK THE LOVE THEY GIVE TO ME IS LAZY & IT BREAKS ME, ALWAYS BREAKS ME, EVERY TIME IT FEELS THE SAME N IM ALIVE BUT DEAD INSIDE I GO OUTSIDE TO FEEL THE RAYS & I DISSOLVE DONT WANNA BE INVOLVED DESIRE TO EVOLVE I FEEL THE RAIN & CRACK A SMILE SYMBOLS INESCAPABLE ALWAYS FALL, FOREVER FALLEN NEVER FALLEN FOR I PLACE FLOWERS IN THE HINGES LATCHES OF YOUR LOCKING DOOR & I KNOW THAT THEYLL PROLLY DIE YEAH YOU WONT EVER WATER THEM BUT I JUST FIGURED MAYBE YOU MIGHT SMILE AT THE THOUGHT OF THEM & IF I COULD CONTROL ALL THESE EMOTIONS I COULD CALL YOU FRIEND IM SWEPT IN THE INTENSITY DEFENSLESS & A FALLEN MAN