I desire most what kills me For I find that is the only cure to my death In a space continuum of eternity, I yearn for just one breath For all my life I have slept Floating on a pond of surrealism Flooded by all the tears once wept I wade through catacombs of confusion I drown in the ruins of my regrets, Marrying my lungs with water Sinking with peace of not being - A person, a friend, a daughter Rocks anchored to my body, my delusions Horrors of my past are mere projections On the walls of my heart as collections The debut of my Darkness, a goddess Emerges from the pool of nothingness