Another day in the life of a loner
Seeking certain things that seem too out of reach
Always failing, always falling down
Hopelessness grows and grows
Don't know what to do anymore
Lost ambition, low confidence
Sickened to the heart
Feel like dying
Lacking answers
Getting hurt repeatedly
Rejection brands me
Searing pain into my flesh
As I pour a bit of my soul
To a stranger I do not know
No reply at all
Shutting down
I turn myself off
Lost in my depressed thoughts
Overwhelmed by insecurity
I lose myself in despair
Dazed and confused
Everyday seems the same
Blurred are the days
Melancholic
Sad and lost

Cody Shull, 2016