Now they want to make a film about me and the pains of yesterdays, But if only they could feel what it is I feel they would all be so I'll, My emptiness has left a Life time marks all over my heart Oh, the cuts are very deep I feel most of the time I couldn't breathe but now they want to film me make stories about my pains my life of a beaten down past can they see my fears my tears of blood rolling down my face? My heart bleeds the pains of Yesterdays that keeps eating away at my soul I had to take a deep breath and I gave them my best of what it is I hold deep down in my mind that keeps me locked in that time when they ask me if they could film me and all my pains I just moved my head then I said yes That is when I see the eyes of all times Dark Angel looking deeper into mine I crawled into my cold empty bed praying one day this will all end I pulled the cold sheets over my heard like I was already dead .