you're heartless, reckless, ruthless.

i was so done with all the shadows and darkness i was almost standing after falling too hard.

but now u push me through the darkest canyon till i was not be able to breathe.

i never thought all of those words are temporary,
they are on the surface and you never really mean it.

i never thought what we had on this short period of time,
was a joke, a not-so-funny joke.

i never thought it could be so easy for you,
to just get and forget while all i do here is struggling.

craving for feelings that might still left on your heart for me.

but i was sad because "us" was matter to me before and it never was a joke.
because "us" was everything to me

and its hurtful,
to see you with your new "us" being so happy too quickly.

i never asked for you to come back; but i never thought you'll knock on another door this quick, too.