i don’t want to speak too soon
but i just keep thinking to myself if its possible
this is something new
something I’ve never felt before
i can’t think about anything else
just this
this possibility
this chance
this amazing new discovery
i don’t want to tell people
in case its not true
but i have a feeling
a really strong one
but an undetermined one
i want this to be amazing
and new
and fresh
and oh my god please be possible
because all my life
I’ve been waiting
for this exact moment
this exact memory
this exact story
and life changing event
so please oh please
be possible
because i don’t know what ill do if its not
so ill sit here
and wait
until the possibility becomes fact
until my impatience becomes now
until me becomes we
because i think it finally happened
but I’m way too scared to tell
and if you are who i think you are
then wow I’m so unprepared