tonight we sip our sorrow, bitter
to the point of sweetness
nursing bruised lips, bruised heart--
painful in the way that it burns you
alive,
swaying in our stool,
teetering to the edges and wonder
what it's like to fall, to fall and never
come back,
they ask if we are only halves, only
broken pieces glued into hollowed
body,
but to feel is to exists, and
we're too sad to be anything
other than
whole.