If I were capable of explaining  these consequences,
How would I do so?
How to explain that I was born in chaos,
but lived all my life in a protective bubble?
That it never touched me?
That your apologies are meaningless,
and I'm used to the way I've lived my life?
Adoption cannot be explained?
You could never understand it's emptiness,
and yet necessity as I do.
Stress is it's only mark.
Well that and the emptiness.
You may say,
"My mother is more like a sister."
"We look and act a lot alike."
"We're so similar we fight,"
"Or she gets me, and we understand each other."
Do not take such minor things for granted.
They should never be lived without.
You share the same eye color,
body type?
You both hiccup a lot,
or move around in your sleep?
Do not ever take such simple things as a grain of salt,
when it's gone,
You will wish to have noticed it more.
Growing up without knowing these about yourself,
why you are who you are,
You loose yourself.
Your unable to find your own identity,
or it makes the progress much more difficult.
Who are you?
The monster of their creation?
Are you their biology,
Or made by experience and living your own life?
This is the very struggle of my soul.
Do not ever take such important memories and wish them away,
NEVER take such an important thing,
saving you from my own loneliness,
For granted.