can’t see through the clouds surrounding my mind
my stomach aches and burns for answers
answers i feel i may never find under my skin

to this day, my mind still spins and throbs
so rapidly that i travel back into time
the time where i’d live each day with
frigid insides, turning a darker shade
of blue each day while my heart
went away to learn how to function
without any blood

without any emotion
i survived off of the tears of my
loved ones, since i ran dry
long, long ago

a.d