We used to run outside when we heard the thunder crack across the sky just so we could feel the rain on our skin as it fell from the sky just like we fell in love. We used to drive around for hours not knowing where we would end up and not caring about the price of gas as we wasted tank after tank only stopping the car when we were running
on fumes. Now my tank is full and I'm making the drive on the interstate away from those familiar back roads where we wasted countless hours with music blaring through the speakers as my hand rested in yours like the sun seemed to rest behind that tree line
at the place were we always seemed to end up on those long drives to no where. I'm watching the mile markers fly by as you start to cloud my mind like the storm that's starting to take shape over me. The lightning flashes in the darkness and I'm taken back to all the days we smiled for our flashing phone cameras until our faces hurt. But that was the good kind
of pain. Tonight, as I'm reminded with each passing road sign that I'm getting further and further away from those open fields and dirt roads; I realize I'm getting further away from those wasted nights eating too much ice cream and staying up too late. The little light by my gas gauge flicks on as another bolt strikes the sky. The all too familiar sensation takes over as I take the next exit. I fill up to capacity but get back on the interstate to realize I'm everything but full. I'm missing you.