Forgive me old friend for i didnt know.
I wish it didnt end that way.
I cant help but look at myself in disgust for not realizing it sooner but you were too good at hiding it.
Looking back now i see the signs so clearly.
They say that the ones who smile the greatest are the ones who hurt the most but yet i didnt see it.
How could i have called you a friend if i could not even save you from yourself.
I basically gave you away without a fight and all because i couldnt see what you really felt.
You deserved much better than this.
Now look at you.
Rotting away.
What have you done?
I should have done more.
If only i stayed true to myself instead of letting this world change me.
Im sorry my old friend.
Sorry that i gave up myself instead of holding on to you