poetry written in English just reminds me of agent orange in Vietnam: or the anorexic tailoring of some city-state fashion week - twenty girls to one Mongolian yak; it actually sounds as horrid as it sounds... premature depression of its users... when old age should be reserved depression... their old age has dementia reserved for all its worth of accomplishment... sadness in youth when old age should receive it... and dementia in old age when youth has nothing demented to give... only another imitation of Catcher in the Rye or a David Copperfield - or the faking of cult: when old age should deem itself sad, it's their youth that's sad... and its elders demented - because its youth can't allow old age to fathom sadness of an all encompassing accomplishment; my excuse is? i never ventured into colonialism - i can't, by reason, integrate into using the tongue completely - for i have no tattoo that says: slave owner no. 10256901 - or no ****** guilt at not doing the better runner from King Fuji-Moochou of Ivory Coast selling me to the pink pimple-skinned... **** me... it's great not having that sort of guilt imbued in me grappling with history, and the first offender: **** Germany as the prime excuse making me pristine, holy by comparison... ha ha! as if! Mao killed off many more than you care to believe. all i have is Lithuanians telling me: you ****** us over... while i ask a Lithuanian girl to kiss me in a pub... and she does... oh god... sanctus polonius pseudo israelii.