Why do I always poor my heart into someone that leaves me out to die.
Why don't you finish the job and stab me in the eye?!
I ask and I beg; I plead and I cry
Why can't I **** myself only God holds me back.
If there is a God then why am I torn.
If he's watching me cry then why doesnt he help.
Because there is no God.
Yet I can't **** myself.