Departed is my soul
from its body,
undersand I do not......

Lost I am
not knowing my true tradition
confused I am about my genes
well,im made of genes of two people
yet im only sure about one person.

Abandoned I have been.....
your presence I do not know
your voice I cant trace
hence I only heard it then and you disapeared
even your ****** appearance I can not spot

painfull it gets for every reason
in every season. Never do I get that conditional love
since your presence lacks at every condition

pity I cried till my eyes fell off
searched everywhere I did till I felt
There is no use

your love is everything I've ever crave for
But the indefinable opposite is all I've ever got

short of words I am
Describe you I can not
cause I know nothing about you

fatherless I feel
yet I have a father
even though everything proves I'm fatherless
I still do have a father

Little is my faith
that ill ever know you

im lost and you know it
but never do you try to find me

even though you brought me into this world
I still feel im in a different world from yours

im lost and you.......