Lately - I'm up too late... And they say early to bed early to rise But almost every night I can't silence my mind - Filled with What if's, and why not's And how did's, and who got's - ? It's a rattle in the bones - It's a cold draft above your bed - It's the spider you never **** - It's the music inside your head - I'm not usually one to go places Or start fights - I don't usually cook at home And I'm afraid of sharp knives - I don't call my friends as often I probably could - And I don't tell myself I'm as awesome as I am as often as I should - Cut down, last tree standing No sound - There's no sound in the darkness -