it wasn't writer's block, i decided, not even my lack of ideas can steer me away from producing something, anything my skill to make sense of everything through written texts that even the most discombobulating thoughts and emotions and anxiety has almost never failed to be presented out for me, like my fingers have their minds of their own
and i'm terrified that if i write it'll make it jarringly clear that what i felt three years ago are resurfacing again, just when I finally thought I'm okay
but my god, my fingers just can't stop writing
--L.m., i may be a fiction writer but my poetries do not lie